So, Q left at 3:30AM on his way to Trinidad. I miss him already…
The little reminders are what makes it worse. There’s one pillow on the bed, one toothbrush in the holder…but I’m still tripping over his shoes 😉
But, he’s only gone for a week…I guess I’ll manage to survive without him 🙁
On the adoption front…I have a confession. My unbelief is getting the best of me. I’m discouraged. I will leave it at that but please pray for me. Pray for God’s provision, God’s peace, and that he will help my unbelief.
I think I’m off to bed for the night. It’s been a long day. Hubby leaving, a funeral, a youth event, and a broken down car…my little mind can only handle so much.
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Christie is a stay-at-home mom to two beautiful little girls, a pastor's wife, and lover of Jesus. Her hope is that STC would be a source of encouragement for women all over the world!
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Christie, don’t get discouraged! Our God is a BIG God, who sees all and knows all. His timing is perfect and beyond our comprehension. You have to step out in FAITH and know that he will meet you there. He will meet your needs, financially, emotionally, physically; all you have to do is simply ask. Believe me, you know I have been there, and have struggled with these same emotions related to adoption. But the Lord is good and cannot wait to give you that baby he has planned for you & your husband. “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.” ~ Joshua 1:9
I’m so sorry for the diffent things that you are having to deal with right now. And it is so much harder when your husband is gone. Mine has to be gone every once in a while (to often lately), and it is so hard!
loves,
Shonni